September 10th, 2016 was the day I created this blog. It's hard to grasp how much has changed since then. It's even harder to grasp how much hasn't changed since then. I remember sitting on a bed that is no longer mine in a room that never felt like home but somehow had all my … Continue reading Suicide Prevention Day
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2 years
How can two years feel like an eternity and 10 minutes all at once? We added numbers and figures to time thousands of years ago to orient ourselves in the space we occupy. Why then, does time feel like the most disorienting thing in my world. Why then, does time feel like a trap I … Continue reading 2 years
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Jakey, I woke up this morning wondering if the Sun missed you as the planets passed by this year, wondering if its rays searched for you in unfamiliar faces like I do in crowded places, if it's beams noticed when it had started retracing it's steps this morning and hadn't come across you, as it … Continue reading 23
A Year of Love and Loss
Dear Jake, Today is a hard day to describe, but then again, I bet you know that. It feels like both 9 minutes and 9 years since my heart has had the privilege of beating in sync with yours. The overwhelming wave of trauma, grief, and sadness that usually laps at my feet, ebbing and … Continue reading A Year of Love and Loss
With Jake's Heart 